Stop asking me to trust
you while I’m still coughing
up water from the last time
you let me drown.
- laura elizabeth ross (via suchvodka)
don’t ever leave me.
And then you finally found me, pretending to sleep,
You said such nice things about me, I felt guilty and cheap.
You took two steps to the kitchen, just stared at the sink.
I couldn’t hold back a smile, I still wish I could have seen you.
Having sex in the morning, your love was foreign to me;
It made me think maybe human is not such a bad thing to be.
But I just laid there in protest, entirely fucked;
It’s such a stubborn reminder one perfect night’s not enough.
•go to the bathroom to escape
•feel very uncomfortable without a phone or some other crutch
•dwell on a small awkward moment for much longer than necessary
•never go to any social event without a person that makes you feel comfortable
•follow said person way too much
•worry about the person beginning to find you obnoxious
•faking an illness to get out of a social event
•Dont buy something necessary because the cashier is intimidating.