I don’t know how it happened. We were friends, and had both just gotten out of the exact same relationship. I fell really hard for you. Everyone thinks I just moved on really fast, but in reality I was just exhausted from fighting all the time. I hadn’t been happy for a really long time. I finally let go and you were just there. I guess it hasn’t been easy for us, at all, but I’m really happy. You make it feel easy. I’m not nervous or anxious all the time anymore. Everyone around here hates us, so I guess it’s perfect. But it’s really hard when you’re away. The first time you went away, we weren’t official and I was lonely and I guess I kinda lost myself. Now you’re going to be gone for even longer, and it’s weird because I’ve spent every day and night with you for the past two weeks. I miss you a lot. I know you’ll be back, it’s just weird for me to get close to someone and let them inside my head. I just want you back here with me, right now. I am not very patient.
